You sound like you have it bad also. Im 44 yo and ive had it bad since early 20's. It just gets worse though. I still have some acacia left. I tried it but didnt feel it helped. I know im not the only one with this problem. I just hope i can help myself and others by hearing other peoples symtoms and try to figure something out. I could be so much more if i didnt have this condition. Others would be proud of me for what i could do. And i would be proud also. Im nothing too special but ive always believed i could do whatever i wanted to if i tried. But im so limited now. Its like im climbing a steep mountain with others. We see the top and look at each other and smile. From behind me, someone clasps a ball and chain to my leg. Then says, the last one to the top is elimenated. I know you all can relate.