Ahhh, Michelle, I wish I'd known you were in the hospital. I could've come to visit you. Maybe they would've given us adjoining rooms or beds. Sorry, don't mean to be kidding about a serious subject, but I feel like I have to or I'm gonna lose my mind!
About the panic attacks, I have had them before and they are horrible. You do feel like you are having a heart attack! And as much as you tell yourself to snap out of it, you can't. I don't know why they happen, but when they do, it is an awful feeling. I remember feeling panicky like someone had a pillow over my face and was suffocating me.
I'm glad you went to the doctor and had yourself thoroughly checked. I hope they will schedule your surgery soon---and that you can get some relief.
And I read your post to me about my mother. I know I need to practice "tough love" with her, but it's so hard. I know that I will get all emotional and probably cry and raise my voice at her---and then I will just upset her. I have held this in for quite awhile, and I feel like a volcano about to explode! I will have to practice saying it very nicely and do it when I'm nice and calm (which is rare these days!)
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