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I take fibercon,usually the daily maximum dose..sometimes just twice a day. No,he's not asking me to leave..but I'd be a burden anywhere I live..as during the day,I really want to be left alone..I find it way more relaxing drinking my tea in my room with the door shut in the quiet,I have a tv,my own computer..I'm not fun during the day..I can get crabby twards people as I really don't feel good. Whoever I live with,will always have to have be well off..I live at my dad's..so I pay for all my medicines,and my bc prescription..anything else I want and need I pay for. My bf says I need to rule it,instead of it ruling me..Well I need to talk to him..because anytime I don't do my daily routine..It gets worse and I need to at least be able to feel ok and work at least 5-11pm. He upset me and made me cry when he was like,at our age windows of oportunity will start to close. He asked where I saw myself in 20years..I thought,"hopefully with you,cuz I never want you to go from me" but I didn't say it..AS we were talking I kept trying not to cry and eventually did,I told him I didn't want to talk about it anymore because it was going to put me in a really bad mood and that I'd finish talking about it thursday when he came over,my day off.

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