REPORTING IN - 8/10/05
08/10/05 09:27 PM
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Stephie
Reged: 03/10/04
Posts: 2696
Loc: Vancouver, Canada
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Howdy!
Activities: 30 mins of walking with my doggie!
Breakfast: Low fat rasperry square thing at Starbucks.. probably a big no-no, but I was starving and it was good! 
Lunch: Sandwich - Roasted turkey breast in sundried tomato crust on two thin slices of sourdough bread and a small amount of ICBINB.
Dinner: Rice made with chicken broth and lemon rind, grilled halibut with some grapeseed oil, garlic, capers and lemon juice, grilled asparagus with touch of balsamic vinegar.
Snack: Slice of Pear Bread (no nuts).
I am going to have some peppermint tea in a few minutes, and then I think that will be it.
I feel like I am on kinda dangerous ground because I have never felt sickened by eating (Even when my tummy was bad, this is a new feeling) but lately I can't help having to force myself to eat. I won't stop eating, but I don't want to feel this way about food! I just read "French Women Don't Get Fat" and I loved it, and I keep trying to tell myself to try and adopt that sort of attitude, but it's so hard.
I think it is everything that is going on as well, I can't just blame my weight but.. this sucks. I am trying so hard to concentrate on the positive things in my life, but today was really hard and I was really sad all day. My mom goes into the hospital tomorrow, so I'm sure that is part of it. She keeps saying I need to keep my weight down, like she always does, but now she says or I will be likely to get breast cancer.. but no pressure or anything!!
Thanks ya'll!
--Steph
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~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
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