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Re: Ok...here's my post
      04/18/05 10:14 PM
Snow for Sarala

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Thanks Ralph!

I've done the hypno tapes twice. I must admit...I LOVED them but they didn't work for me too much. I may not have been ready for them yet? I hope to try them again. But I plan to wait until after we move again. I always did the tapes before a move and that may have had some impact, who knows?

I am getting help. But it's a big struggle.

I think some of it IS a matter of just deciding to do it. I think though that part of me (sorry if this is TMI) still blames myself for the abuse and it's a punishment to eat so much. It also keeps men away when you are fat. (Gosh, I feel like crying just saying this!)

On the other hand, I'm trying to heal and I WANT hubby to love me. But it's scary to be close. So I eat. It's scary to feel the pain (part of healing)...so I eat to numb out. This is common in abuse victims.

I WILL be a survivor and I WILL be healed one day. Keep writing to me...it DOES make a difference. I'm so thankful to have friends like you on this board.

Thanks again!


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Shell Marr
04/18/05 12:33 PM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 12:40 PM
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Stephie
04/19/05 10:59 AM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 01:40 PM
* Ok...here's my post
Snow for Sarala
04/18/05 05:40 PM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 01:15 PM
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Yoda (formerly Hans)
04/18/05 05:48 PM
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RGS
04/18/05 05:47 PM
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Snow for Sarala
04/18/05 05:52 PM
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RGS
04/18/05 07:58 PM
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Snow for Sarala
04/18/05 10:14 PM
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RGS
04/18/05 10:48 PM
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Snow for Sarala
04/19/05 12:12 AM
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RGS
04/19/05 06:47 PM
* COOL! you have a plan!
RGS
04/19/05 06:45 PM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 01:37 PM
* GO Ruchie!
cailin
04/19/05 12:33 PM
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cailin
04/18/05 01:13 PM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 01:11 PM
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04/18/05 12:52 PM
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Shell Marr
04/19/05 01:08 PM
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Linz
04/18/05 12:49 PM
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