shawneric..this also brings up..
01/09/10 11:01 AM
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ok my dad and our family friend absolutly refuse to not let me see a doctor,which they just told me I'm young and beutiful and don't need to keep sitting wasting my life away feeling this way.
I have absolutly no money,I already have a $300 dollar hospital bill I can't pay because I had my yearly woman appointment(only so they would refil my birth control pills) I pay my bc out of my own pocket. I have no insurance and cannot afford it.
They just won't believe me that I was starting to do good then something really set me back.My mom said "you say every food upsets you" I over do tend to over exagerate to them like walking like I'm cramping,and whine and cry,while it is really badn and uncomfortable I still exxagerate to my parents,probly so they are easier on me. I don't know why I do that. I swear all I do is complain and whine to them. It's one of my resolutions to stop that and say I'm doing ok or act like it so everyone stops worrying so bad and yells and is going to force me to a doctor.
Another thing..THe doctors In this town are so darn retarded I'm afraid they may do some kind of damage to me or just waste my time and money with their prescriptions that just make me worse anyway. I've heard so many terrible stories with doctors in this town,even with my own mom. ONe girl's grandma was having a heart attack and they told her to wait in the waiting room and she died. One girl kept bringing her newborn to the ER and they just told her it's acid reflux and kept sending her home. ONe day her baby turned grey and almost died because of pnemonia and she called up her personal doctor who forced them to take it seriously. My mom had terrible belly or pelvic pain for years until she stoped taking the hormone pills they gave her and she told them that and they told her "oh that's not what it was"