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hmm....I will hopefully be posting a quite big twin update in a few days time depending on a few things....its 12.58am over here and I was meant to be speaking to him 2nite, something major happened on thurs last week to do with one of his friends and my flatmates....so I need to tell dan about what happened, this time theres no chickening out I really do have to speak to him on my own which hasnt really happened for ages....last time we spoke was this time last week when we were in the reception downstairs....Im gona get him to come over to my flat for a chat and once Ive cleared up the last week issue Im gona bring up the whole me him situation and the girlfriend blah blah blah all the stuff Ive been gona do for 3 weeks now and things have kept getting in the way. Infact sam the security guard was gona ring and see if he was in b4 but its really late and his curtains closed so Im guessing he's in bed and I dont wana wake him up, plus this conversation is gona b long and if hes gote be up early Im not doing it 2nite...Im makeing excuses again I know....seems like a new one every week....my friends are all getting mad at me! I HAVE to do it though...I get butterflies just thinking about it and go all jittery...Im DREADING it....I just am so crap at these ''serious'' talk things...nope just dont do them....Im gona just have to laugh about it all to stop myself going mad....he'd freak out too if I went all serious....cant wait till its over...promise you'll all know once its happened!!

P.S I know what u mean about being out every night and enjying the sleep...I forget u have such gorgeous beaches just by you and nice weather...hope u have a fab week!!

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Natalie

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