Who "fell off the wagon" this holiday?
12/24/09 02:40 PM
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I really have no excuse I didn't fall off the wagon on thanksgiving. I think there was triple the amount of temptation...Pmsing right now and I kept resisting what I couldn't have then gave in,my boyfriend is gone for a week,and I haven't went on a date since last monday night and won't get to until thrusday night or friday night next week  ,my mom also forgot to set aside mashed potatoes for me because she puts dairy in the ones she makes..my dad heard me pouring cereal and said "we have no milk" I snapped and said "dad you know I can't have dairy,don't you see this rice milk and soy milk in the fridge?!" so I ended up just giving into everything,her mashed potatoes,gravy who knows what was in that..4 of those soft frosted sugar cookies from wal mart..some dorritos,yesterday it was some no no cookies,a symphony candy bar,a double cheese and 2 nuggest. I am fully ashamed of myself. I feel by sharing this I am being honest latly felt like I was lying to my boyfriend nad my parents sneaking around eating all this no no food when they weren't looking. Feel so guilty when my dad sees I opened the doritos he was taking to the relative gathering out of town, and all I was thinking was there's 4 more bags of chips and maybe it will cause me to have a spasms and get some out of me cuz I can't go..There I let it all out,plz I realize what i've done don't get mad and I'm sorry,wonder if anyone else gave in to temptation.Let me tell you I feel sick and shaky,whatever u have to do even if its slap yourself,don't give in!
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