Fen, Fen, Fen. What am I gonna do with you, girl!!
You know what? You gotta do what you gotta do. You just need to keep on truckin', take one day at a time, and don't do anything that your not READY to do. It all comes down to this...it's YOUR body. Nobody elses. Do what feels right for you.
Hopefully you'll have a nice, big blowout today, and feel much better...and lighter!! HA!