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So for my computer recitation I teach this morning, my TA was out since he had to go to a funeral. Ok, that's fine, so I ask the lab services coordinator, who's my roommate, who is in charge of making sure the labs run smoothly, to give me a hand since I know the kids will have a lot of questions. He says we'll see, he may be accompanying his gf to the drs (routine gyn exam, nothing major). Yeah, so he was at the drs with her, while I'm running around the classroom, trying not to flip out because I have 5 people asking questions at once since their programs aren't working! Amidst all this, my bf IMs me on my laptop I have with me to see if he can stop by since he can't after I'm done teaching, I end up having to be really short and kinda pissy with him (which I didn't mean to be, but I had tons of questions at that point). Then I had another class right afterwards, my TA was there for that one, but I've already got a headache and beginnings of an attack. Then, once I go back to the office I share with roomie who once again didn't come through, his gf's there eating lunch with him, so I can't get any work done. So after shutting myself in the bathroom crying, and purposely closing some doors kinda hard, I've shut myself in another one of the labs since his gf is still here! They live together for pete's sake! Yes I know it's V-day, but some of us need to get work done. And my bf only stops by because that's the only time we can see each other at all most days, and he leaves if I or someone else has work and he's interrupting! I'm so pissed and upset right now! I still haven't said anything to him about the whole not going to class thing from a few weeks ago, plus I didn't say anything when neither he nor his gf didn't even say Happy Birthday to me last week! I don't know what to do anymore...I don't know if I need to just not let things get to me more, or just start hating him, or what...

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Melissa
Friendship is thicker than blood. ~Rent

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