I took another test today and it was negative. As sad as I am about it, I'm feeling a lot better about it than I was yesterday. Yesterday I was pretty heartbroken, today, I've come to accept it. I got some sleep last night too, which I think helps me to put things into perspective better. I could tell physically yesterday that things weren't the same, and today I feel completely back to normal.
I called the Dr.'s office to cancel my lab appointment for tomorrow, and the lady felt that I sould still come in and talk with the doc about it. I'm so glad. Maybe we can get to the bottom of why this keeps happening. Eric also thinks that he should have tests done as well, so eventually betweent the two of us, we'll get something figured out.
Thank you ladies for being there for me yesterday. I was feeling so alone and scared. It really helped me a lot to be able to talk with you and get your suggestions and support.
Now, as for everyone else...
Jules - I'm so excited for you and I hope and pray that you have a healthy, full-term pregnancy, and I look forward to seeing newborn pictures in the next 10 months!
Michele - I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you! Here's to successful conception! ***Happy baby thoughts***
Steph - Am I correct in that you're on the TWW??... I can't remember. Just in case, I'm sending happy baby thoughts your way.
Heather - I'm glad you were able to get to the bottom of why you were having problems... sorry to your DH that it was him. At least now that you know, you have insight on how to deal with it. Sending happy baby thoughts your way too.
Cara - Are you still trying??? Wishing you luck if you are!!!
Maybe Jules can sprinkle some magical baby dust on all of us and we'll all be preggers in the next month. Good luck everyone!
-------------------- ~ Rachel (IBS-C)
If life hands you lemons, make lemonade!!
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