Re: I TOTALLY relate
04/12/06 07:51 AM
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Blondie13
Reged: 02/28/06
Posts: 641
Loc: Sheffield, England
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Beth
Please don't delete your posts. Whilst I am not religious in any way, I really appreciate reading your thoughts. Whilst I do NOT want to die, I also admit there have been times when I have had the thought that not being here might be a way out of all the pain. However, the thought of what that would do to all those that love me, family, partner and friends, means I never let the thought cross my mind for more than a few seconds. There is no shame whatsoever in saying how you sometimes feel - you feel it, therefore it is important.
Religious or not, we all have our darkest moments. Where you feel like you're screaming, but silently, and no-one can hear, God or man. The only thing we can truly know is that, at some point, sooner or later, you will feel better. Maybe only by a bit at first, but at some point you will feel like you beat this, or at least deal with it to a point where you don't feel like giving up.
Because I'm not religious, I don't read your words and go "Oh my gosh", etc, but me and everyone else on here hate the thought of his utterly rubbish illness getting the better or such a lovely person! Share away, we are all going through different versions and severities of the same thing, and can completely appreciate how you've felt.
I am the exact opposite of an expert, and I don't have any answers. All I can say is that we are all here for you, and I'm 99% sure others on here have had those 'darkest moments' where they've thought stuff they'd rather not. Keep fighting Beth, and one day it WILL get easier.
If you ever need to talk (sometimes easier to someone you don't really know all that well), you know where I am.
*MASSIVE hugs* 
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